"Its not fair for someone to have such a hold on you that when you see the word "boy" you think of him. When you see the word "smile" your stomach lurches, remembering his. When you see the word "hug" your arms feel cold, longing for his embrace. When you see the word "kiss" nothing else matters but that memory, horrified at the thought of it slipping away from you. When you see the word "love" you wonder if he'll ever feel the same. When you see the word "forever" you’re terrified of feeling this agony always."


p.s. we lit a lantern tonight and the whole thing caught alight!! cheap rubbish lanterns. pfft.

I want this.

These posts are rubbish. I'll do better ones soon. Ive got a few treats :)

What a beaut.

I want to live in a wigwam, now.

p.s. Im done with wanting things I cant have. Stupid, insignificant, meaningless things. I have my ambitions and thats all I need. End of.



soresoresore and tired

I have super pants at blogging. I know I know. Ive had so much on. But only managed to go get tonsillitis. Possibly glandular fever. I hope to god it isnt because thats the last thing I need at the moment. So I'm sleeping roughly 16/17 hours a day. Which is slightly annoying to say the least. argh.
Anyway. I'm awake :) so I'm forcing myself to get a blog done.

These pictres are beautiful. Littledoeislove. I did actually steal this idea off Wendy. I'm not that good.

This no high street clothes thing is getting really hard now. I mean, two weeks after new year I went into Peacocks with a friend, thinking it was only peacocks. I won't be too tempted. They only had the pefect moccassins I had spent half a year looking for. Bloody sods law.
So yeah, a month and a half into the year and Im seriously struggling. Oh dear.

This man is perfect. We shall get married and have babies. And he will sing to me in his beautiful voice and we will live happily ever after. Watch it to the very end, where he dances. He is perfect, actually perfect.

Anyway. One good thing about no high street clothes, is im saving quite a lot of money. Which can only be a plus. And at the moment I'm particularly saving to go traveling. I must spend 24 hours a day thinking about traveling and where I'm going to go. This summer I'm volunteering in Africa. And the summer after I cant think of anything better than going around europe. So I'm going to need rather a lot of money :)



Blogger is seriously getting on my nerves. It seems to dislike me. And especially when I try to upload pictures.
I planned to give you one quote. But theyre all so wonderful, you've got billions. Mahatma Gandhi. Possibly the most beautiful mind to ever exist.

"Nobody can hurt me without my permission"

"Happiness is when what you think, what you say, and what you do are in harmony."

"I like your Christ, I do not like your Christians. Your Christians are so unlike your Christ."

"The real ornament of woman is her character, her purity."

"A 'No' uttered from the deepest conviction is better than a 'Yes' merely uttered to please, or worse, to avoid trouble."

"Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever"

"Be the change that you want to see in the world."

"You must not lose faith in humanity. Humanity is an ocean; if a few drops of the ocean are dirty, the ocean does not become dirty."

"To believe in something, and not to live it, is dishonest."

My favourite.
"What do I think of Western civilization? I think it would be a very good idea."