hmm

"Its not fair for someone to have such a hold on you that when you see the word "boy" you think of him. When you see the word "smile" your stomach lurches, remembering his. When you see the word "hug" your arms feel cold, longing for his embrace. When you see the word "kiss" nothing else matters but that memory, horrified at the thought of it slipping away from you. When you see the word "love" you wonder if he'll ever feel the same. When you see the word "forever" you’re terrified of feeling this agony always."

x



p.s. we lit a lantern tonight and the whole thing caught alight!! cheap rubbish lanterns. pfft.